I Am Feeling So...

tied down
responsible
overworked
underachieving
confused
persistently discouraged
scared
sad
afraid to keep hoping
angry for not being better
impatient with myself
hungry for change
wish-filled
tired
sick of school/schedules/errands
domestic
taken for granted
loaded down with the details
unsure
insecure of my ability
determined to do better
afraid to stop striving
sick of money
sick of expense
sick of obligation
tired of feeling off target
wanting to relax
wanting to just be
so close to being/getting/having what I want
frustrated
lonely
untaken care of
weak
resistant
ahh- fuck it